Some of Nicola's Minor Knicker
Wetting Incidents .
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not
all of my desperation incidents have been the spectacular times that I have
written about, times when my poor little bladder has been stretched to its absolute
limit - or beyond, resulting in agony, public weeing and even wet panties.
These, thankfully, are quite rare, as I take
all possible precautions to avoid such happenings.
(You might enjoy reading about them, but quite frankly, I don’t enjoy taking
part one bit!)
However, a small bladder never gives up and it's constantly looking for the chance to make its presence felt, or so it
seems. In between my really seriously
desperate times are a number of anxious, bursting incidents that have become a
normal part of life for me. I am
describing some of these so those of you with big bladders, (you lucky people!) can
see how the other half lives.
1) Parents Evening.
Usually
a boring time when I would rather be at home doing something else, I got caught
out last year. Maybe it was my own
fault, drinking a cup of tea first, but on previous parent's evenings there had
been time to ‘take a break’ and get to the loo if (when) I needed to.
It
was quiet to start with, then a sudden rush of parents and just at the time
when I was wanting a wee.
Escorting two parents to the class-room door told me
the worst, already a queue of three others waiting to see me.
Nothing for it but to sit down again as
quickly as possible, this time with my heel pressing firmly between my legs,
easing my bladder as best I could. Typically for me, knowing I could not go
made it worse and I prepared myself for an hour of increasing
desperation. Ten minutes later I was
saved; a single mum shyly asking me
where the ladies loo was at the end of our meeting.
I had thought that it was nervousness that had made her so
fidgety, now I understood and grasping my
chance, I told her it was easier to take her to the staff loos than give
directions, making myself suffer walking the long way there to justify this.
“Might
as well go now I’m here.” I said casually, but she was in too much of a hurry
to go herself to care what I did.
After, I decided against making some comment about both of us having
small bladders.
2) The Garden Centre
I
had been to our local super-store with a friend and we had coffee there
afterwards. I would have used the loo
before leaving, but it was closed for cleaning and surely I would be OK for a
fifteen minute drive home, even if I could feel the beginnings of a need to
wee. Then Pam decided to stop at a
garden centre and walking, plus knowing the loo was delayed, set my bladder
off.
Soon I was bursting, taking every
opportunity to stop and cross my legs and wishing that Pam would make up her
mind and chose something. More delays
as Pam could not find what she wanted, and tracked down an assistant to discuss
alternatives. I knew there were no
customer loos, but I was getting so desperate I was thinking of my own
alternatives. How one cup of coffee
could make me want to go so badly, so soon, was beyond logic, but that’s my
bladder.
I wandered off alone,
seriously considering squatting behind a bush, but that really was wishful
thinking. There were too many customers about and wearing jeans made it even more difficult.
I had to make do with enough privacy to hold between my
legs. Legs knotted, pressing really
hard, it seemed to push my wee back and give me some respite before I was
really bursting again.
At
last Pam was ready; she hadn’t bought anything after all, so no delays paying
or loading the plants and she was driving, so I could sit on my heel all the
way home. A few tense minutes unloading
and carrying my shopping indoors, then drop everything and run to the loo. Oh, the relief!
3) The Traffic Jam
Driving
home from school along my usual route and suddenly a long queue of
traffic. Annoying and un-explained,
because the road had been clear that morning. Then I remembered that I had not been to the loo before leaving school,
in fact, not for several hours and that did it. Almost immediately I wanted to
go and knowing I couldn't only
made it worse. Within minutes I was bursting
and I could see no end to the traffic queue. At least being stopped allowed me to cross my legs, but that wasn’t
solving the problem. There wasn’t
anywhere I could get to a loo before home, not even in an emergency. I had no choice but to hold
out and hope
the traffic got moving quickly.
We
were moving a few yards, then stopping again, some progress, but making it
difficult to keep my legs crossed. I
had to drive one handed, sitting on my right hand and pressing my fingers up
between my legs. Unorthodox, but better
than nothing in the situation, just keeping my bladder under control.
By the time I could see the cause of the
queue, a burst water main, this wasn’t enough and I was openly holding between
my legs, not really caring if anyone could see. I tried telling myself that as there was nowhere I could possibly
go, I just had to wait, but a nagging thought kept telling me nobody would see
if I wet my pants in the car. Thankfully
that wasn’t necessary and I made it home, mainly driving one handed and being
lucky with a parking space right outside my front door. Not for the first time I thought I should
get an automatic car, so I could safely drive one handed in emergencies!
4) The Boating Lake.
Three
of us took a rowing boat out for an hour.
There wasn’t a loo near the boathouse, which was worrying. I was OK for half an hour, then all that
water was just too suggestive. Worse, I
was taking the last turn to row, which compounded my misery.
Is there a worse position to be in when
bursting?
I was wearing jeans and
rowing I was sitting facing the other two, legs apart and having to strain on
the oars. Thank goodness I am a
proficient oars-woman, so I could row competently without thinking,
concentrating on keeping my bladder under control.
Nothing to help me at all, I just had to keep my muscles clenched
tight and hope.
One
of the others suggested we stayed out another hour, but there were people
waiting, so I was spared that. Even
being able to stand and cross my legs was a relief after the desperation of
rowing, but it was ages before we found a loo and I had to use all my
experience at walking when desperate to hold out.